First Hug(The Saga Continues….)

I now understand why that hug was meant to be. At first I didn’t know but now I see the blessing he was giving back to me…to us, at times we would fuss; only because we didn’t understand our own nature. We didn’t understand that Gemini’s hold the element of Air and it spreads the element of Fire held by the Sagittarius. We could either spread in Love or become a tug a war. We met solely because God knew that once our energies became familiar with home, they would never disown or lose each other again. But……we will be tested. In the sense of opposite signs, in our time we endure many challenges. As our love grow stronger, society grows hungrier and tries to feed off us. Only true Love between the two can be granted once both obtain the independent they need. It is then they will be able to love each other freely. Major commitment to man’s law is not in their near future but forevership will always be an option with clarity. So this go around I take heed to my patience and I am no longer waiting, better yet becoming the King I need to be. For I am not waiting on Love, she is already a part of me but only a King can bring together this unity. So to God, myself, her and Love…..see you soon!!

Bad Advice…

What part of the soul gives advice to a person in need of healing?  When the advice you are giving does not reflect the actions you are living. Are we praying or being preyed on?  The actions of words become activated when the thoughts are vivid.  The unconscious beings smile at you but the soul sends hate through wavelengths.  Uneasy tension surrounds the room due to the illusionary drinks.  Lower and lower the energy syncs, making it easy to manipulate the minds. The politics stand in line waiting to tell lies.  Preying on the masses, I mean praying on the classes for change.  Behind the curtains they change; reformatting their speeches to take advantage of the intoxicated souls.  Nobody knows because when one cannot tell the difference between fiction and reality, they tend to follow the illusion. So in conclusion, close your ears and open up your eyes. Listen to the surprises being delivered to you. I’m pretty sure that individual is not for the people and to them we will never be equal.

Breaking Free…

My days are numbered…You know I truly wonder if in this after life will I have the chance to make things right.  In this dense environment I try to raise consciousness but the act of raising eye brows seems to be my only response.  Eyes brows of confusion, because many started losing when they felt they could pay their way into this place call heaven.  Only visiting sacred grounds when the headache is near but when the mind is clear; these soulless individuals poison it with beer.  Lowering ones thoughts because who really wants to think in this day in age.  Robotic nation, walking play stations but when the Call of Duty is in effect; the deaths will not be animated. Everybody will not make it and I can no longer fake my concern for a dimension no longer suited for my spiritual needs. Signed Zaide

Quiet Talk With Nature



As I meditate in the mist of the trees, I notice that they seem to listen more then society.  No reason to judge, only elements to help me breath.  Only shade to cover me after I have received my natural vitamin D. I wonder do they feel my grieve? Are these leaves stronger enough to hear me crying?  It was not until a leaf fell, landing on my chest; creating a vibratory feeling that connected me to all seasons.  Taking my thoughts to the fall. Eternally showing me that letting go is but a process as the leaves separate from the branches. Moving on to the winter as the trees preserve their roots. Vividly showing me that one must clear the past from his Root Chakra only for that energy to grow. Away with the snow as we make our way to a reincarnation spring. A rejuvenation of limbs as we heal within. The blockage that was once frozen is now defrost. New seeds buried deep within the dark to one day experience the light. The same light that showered me vitamin D  but no worry, they will grow their leaves. They same leaves that will provide shade for the next me…in this Summertime

In Tune With Self

Dancing, hypnotic rhythm taking her to a place of temporary fulfillment. The frequencies in the sound molds the vibration of her inner elements; connecting her closer to her source. Forever in this feeling she would like to stay, never wanting to take her finger off play. Together they dance. Finally in sync with romance. Curious eyes wonder as they look at an empty floor. Blinded as to who is she dancing for. Only those who know could connect with a experience so in tune. So they assume, only having opinions of what she feels. Because the truth lies inside of her.

In Love With A Maybe

She fell in Love with a maybe.  Maybe its crazy but sometimes we jump first without obtaining a definite answer. Now this relationship is like cancer. A slow kill because he does not acknowledge how she feels. Just a whole lot of words leaving her with question marks. What would it take for her to get a period?  What would it take for her to get a final answer period?  What she wants is a new beginning but what he creates are new beginnings…to every conversation she starts.  Implying that he do not recall her mentioning anything serious about their relationship.  In her right state of mind she would leave but as of now she’s only confused. Friends say she should leave and that she is crazy.  Love will do that to you sometimes when you fall in Love with a Maybe.

One Truth…

How deep must i go to realize that the all is only but a reflection of the Mental.  Things could appear very simple if we invest more time understanding the mind.  The habits created within the mind normally become habits of actions, habits of attraction because of the thought vibration signal that leaves our body.  If ones mind is guilty then so he is but its only when you understand the laws of nature where you realize there is no good or evil; only the known and the unknown.   Corporate america might try to clone these universal law but what we are experiencing is only an extension from the truth.

Goodbye Jamaiel…

Goodbye Jamaiel…sometimes I can’t tell if she is trying to convince herself through words.  The true feelings go unheard but your actions will always remain in my heart.  You never can erase where we once started. Although temporarily we have departed; the few nights I visited the stars I’ve heard the water whisper.  That voice sounded to familiar as my thoughts journeyed down memory lane.  I’m not saying things we be the same but our paths will once cross again. Until then you can continue to convince your lips with Goodbye Jamaiel but your actions never fail.  The music still plays, maybe in the near future we can dance to it.


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